TAPI Fam Dinner BBQ & back time stories.

Is been a long time we didn’t see among us. Is 9 of us and currently we are studying and also working, like Fazri a pilot. Yeah kami sgt seronok dpt jumpa balik bersama and w talked so much (maybe aku jer kot). Banyak cerita yg dikongsi termasuklah flash back in school time. Sekolah rendah punya cerita pun keluar. And our main topic is all about FAZRI! Yeah Fazri who else. huhu Fazri came to my life when I was in standard 4. My friends Khair was introduced me to him. And since of that, we were being a best friends untill now. Setiap petang lepas sekolah agama abes, dtg rumah ajak main basikal. Ronda-ronda satu section 18 dengan dia, yg dulunya aku x penah buat pun sebab xder geng, So dah ada Fazri, semua ceruk kt 18 aku masuk. haha.. And Fazri being our main topic to talk because his ancient confident in what ever he did, termasuklah lempang org sebab patah-patahkan pemdam dia kt sekolah renda dulu and “kuaci sedap-kuaci sedap’ xkan aku lupakan weyh! hahaha kau memang legend! Ok itu pasal Fazri. Bila masuk sekolah menengah, aku berpeluang kenal Syafinaz or Pnut. Pnut yang kadang-kadang blurrr and sometimes nk masuk jugak dgn cerita orang lain. Selalu jadi mangsa untuk dilempar masuk dalam pool kt rumah Maizan. hahaha Sapa suruh lari theme pakai kaler lain. Heh. Dan yang lain tu macam, Mya(Engineering UiTM), Memon(Nk practical), Maizan(dah abes study in ID), Cakira(kt USM), Appa(tgh bahagia rasanya huhu) Fazri(Pilot), Ika(dah abes study jgk), Pnut(Degree at UKM) and last sekali aku, final sem for diploma in masscomm. Tak sabar nk abes kt Lendu cepat then sambung kt Shah Alam. And I were really really hope that I can get a good result for this semester. I had done everything with my best effort. Hope it’s worth on what I’m doing. Insyaallah. If ada rezeki aku bersyukur sgt. Alrite think enough for this post, will update later as is been long time I didn’t open my Tumblr. caww~ =)

About me now.

Hye, it's been a very long long long time i didn't update my blog. Yeah i don't think people will interest to read my blog. To those who following me here. Tq so much babe! I will try to update my blog as much as i can. Well it's depends on the situation and my story too. So as for your information, i'm in part 5 now as diploma student in masscomm. Yeah it's a quite tough semester though i'm struggle n gambling to finish up all the assignments, activities, komed things, conflict, love and so on. And as the end of the semester, I just hope i will get a better result not like before. Yeah i'm not smart enough as other students by i put my effort to get a better grade for my result. Being around with other people gave u a various perception towards them. For a example, friends that you know from first semester who always together with you, you get closed with them like one family or siblings, and finally you will end up with quarreling. As a first met, every body shown a good attitude, mulut manis, tolong menolong, and bla bla bla with their plastic face. Bullshit! And after know the true colour of them, tk de maknanya tu semua! All the shit things that happened to me, like they do something behind your back like you are hopping you want to do it too. Bullshit! Mcm aku hadap sgt je. Ada aku kesah? I hate people actinglike that. People who lied to me. People who think they good enough and everything. World is full with plastic people at their face. Even thicker than a plastic. One of my friend said ' In this world, there are only two kind of people...Good people who does good things..And bad who does bad things..That's the only difference between human...'. As for me that sentence doesn't appropriate to use it now because sometimes good people also do a bad things too. Right? So from now on, i decided to not get close with any other person there. Just a friends for assignments and works. It's better like that rather than you have a friends, but mengutuk behind your back, they and said something not true about you. K till we meet again. Adios amigos~

Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you